Buried

I am discovering that school is an emotional thing for me.  I guess most things in my life are: the dishes, housecleaning, scrapbooking.  I have to "feel it" to get it done.  If I don't feel emotionally into it, then I can't get into it and I put it off.  Unless I'm up against a deadline, then I can stay up all night if I have to, to accomplish the project.

I am currently behind on my stuff for my classes, but am also battling emotions at home because our dog has taken a turn for the worse.  I'm so overwhelmed that I just want to sleep.  But I'm not sleeping well, so I'm always tired and my brain is a jumble and I can't concentrate on the reading I need to do...  and it's just a vicious circle because then that drains me emotionally and I don't want to do anything!  Can't wait for this quarter to be done with!  Am not sure I'm going to survive.  Never again am I taking three classes!